Primordial Ooze

To go deep into your psyche, your own primordial ooze so to speak is difficult to do and yet it is something I am finding myself doing a lot of lately in order to get to the core of my substance of my belief systems that has created me on the surface. I am talking about this now because I am going back to my beginnings as an artist, my conception, my core beliefs, what drew me to want to be an artist. Freedom is a word that comes to my mind. Freedom sounds about right. Freedom to express myself in a language I understand. I just want people to feel what I am feeling when I am creating it. No words are necessary, just feelings. Feelings without words are more pure, more to the core of realness of life, more to the core of being human. Not a human doing but a human being, just being with my feelings of pure joy, happiness, satisfaction, sadness, anger, enthusiasm, inspired, excited, hopefulness, invigoration, angst, etc., etc.

Now I must just be avoiding the work I need to do so off I go to indulge in my primordial ooze!