Collage Paintings Are At The Gallery!!!

You would think I would be excited that my babies (collage/paintings) are at the gallery but I don’t feel excited. Maybe I am? And maybe it’s just the nervousness of everything actually coming to fruition that is shadowing over everything, pressing down the excited, the joy, the elatedness I probably should be feeling. Is something wrong with me that I don’t feel these things? Am I just doubting myself too much and not putting faith into my own work? My head swarms with ‘what do I do’ thoughts. Maybe I should do nothing and just breath and let the feelings come to me when they are ready. I will probably cry when I see all the pieces framed (courtesy of the galleries) and hanging. I can already feel my eyes swelling. Then there will be the audience. Actually, I realized I don’t care too much what others think about the work since I feel it is the most original work I have every done and it is about me and my life and processing everything that has happened to me since the accident that caused all the chaos to happen in my life…. But I digress.

The collage paintings are at the gallery……… now it’s time for you to fill in the blank!