Value

Personal value is what I have been struggling with lately. What is my value as an artist, as a human being. I feel as if I have not been placing myself very high on this spectrum since it keeps bringing tears to my eyes. It is difficult to admit this and even more difficult to put this out there for others to read. If you, the reader, happen upon this I wonder what must be going through your mind as you read this. Do you relate to this? Is this something you understand? Am I only valuable if I sell a piece of artwork? These are important questions I must ask of myself and of you so you can become a little more aware of what goes on in an artist mindset, at least this artist mindset at this particular moment. No I don’t always think this way it just happens to be coming up into my consciousness.

I hope this makes sense to you because it is kind of making my head ache a bit. It’s probably the brain being over worked (remember I have had 4 concussions in which I have not fully recovered). Maybe I feel like like less of a valuable person because of the Brain Injury Disability. Maybe that is what is driving this latest rant in my head. Enough said, now back to work!